Dear Journel,

I've had a pretty shite time of it so farin these summer holidays. Why do i have to do so many chores???? *clenches fist* there is so much anger being kept inside me, and im afraid that one day i will just let rip on someone and cause some major damage i hate this life...... anyone wanna swap??? why cant i have a lie in???? is it too much to ask??? im tired, im not in school... so why do i have to get up early everyday???? everyone knows im grumpy if i get woken up early??? and u wonder why im always grumpy at the moment I'll tell you why bitch *mumbles* Why is it that when ever im forced to help they have a go at me for doing it wrong???? if they want my help they should ask in advance and be thankful that im helping them, not having a go at me if i make the smallest mistake, coz fankly i dont need to do this shit. Im doing it as a favour and all you can do is fucking shout at me for doing it wrong????? whats wrong with you??? you tell me to take days off to help you doesnt matter if i was doing anything, oh no, because thats not important, why would it be???? and then im left at home on days where nothing is planned and am forced to do more to help....... i cant stand anymore of it *lets out loud scream* Why are there no goodlooking girls left in brighton???? bloody females can go into town and see at least 5 or 6 good looking guys.... i cant remember the last time i saw a good looking girl in town its not fair..... maybe i should put this anger into a really really angry song?.... hmmmmm but it will probably end up a bit like a slipknot song..... i dont want anything like that to my name *cough* they suck *cough* i am not going to write anything else or i might end up killing something.... and oh i have just been told to do the dishwasher... how lovely... i cant wait... i expect then it will be "come and look after lucas" grrrrrr...... i anyone doing anything at all in the near future????? i need to get out.

Chaz